Spring is in the air...

Spring is in the air… Well it should be, just when you think it's going to get warmer, there's a cold snap! This is just an update, I am fine, finally booked the cat sitter, so all my holiday plans are a go! 

I have never used a cat sitter before, a stranger in your home. I am going to have to tell her about Julie, or she might wonder why I have all this female stuff, AII over the place! I tend to tell more people these days, I guess I feel more conformable about it. 

The most things on my mind at the moment is money as March is going to be expensive as I have to get my car mended be for my MOT (car), after my broken rear spring is replaced and the cat has to go to the vet for her yearly jab. And the thought of the council tax and car tax going up. So Julie has to tighten her belt and cut back on spending!

My mental health? My gender dysphoria is still going strong, I find it's not fixed it tends to go up and down, It's still going in the same direction. I do wonder if I should see a therapist? Of course, it will mean cost and time and will just confirm there is a crazy cat women trying to get out! 

I do consider shopping as therapy, it does make you feel good when you find that bargain in your dress size!! The bad side is, do I need to spend the £18 on a dress? But is more than a dress, do I have shoes and a handbag to go with it? When am I going to ware it?

Someone commented on my eyebrows the other day, she said they were a bit too thin, I thought they were OK, feminine, so I have been looking again at my eyebrows, got some new products, again some work and some go in the bin.

I did buy ages ago an eyebrow kit with one eyebrow plastic cut out shape, you must know the one. Well, I did buy a twin eyebrow the other day, the one with an elasticated band which is even better for spacing and levels, as no one wants an eyebrow higher than the other one! I use it as a guide and do the rest by hand.

Of course, I have been looking again at YouTube vids, I hate it when it looks perfect on them, and you look like you have drawn them on with crayon when you were about five. I just know one day I will have one perfect eyebrow! Even if it's a mono-brow, LOL!

I am still a slave to work, been quite stress out lately as they think by doubling the work load will create more money, but the truth is it takes twice as long to do, so it's counterproductive, which they don't see. Thank god, I can escape as Julie, it's true what people say, you do have two personalities, when as Julie I am more calm, tho if I was on HRT would I be bursting into tears?

I need to work harder on my diet, stop eating! I put it down to stress! Furthermore, I don't know how people find the time and money to do all these things! And go to the gym. I am going for the sack of potatoes look still, I can still touch my knees! I gave up on my toes!

My coffee cup is almost empty, So I'm off to put the kettle back on, and not a biscuit in sight! Ciao for now!